Snooping
- Thread starter Amara
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Amara said:
Hehe, thats cute. Actually I think my boyfriend saves all my messages to him as well. Makes me feel bad coz I delete them off my phone for battery space. D'oh... i'm a bad gf, lol.
Where have you been katarina? With you and Emma quiet the past couple months, there have been no female OGs!
Where have you been katarina? With you and Emma quiet the past couple months, there have been no female OGs!
Eh, I've had some personal problems. I have nothing to do nowadays though so I thought I'd waste some time on forums.
Amara said:
Hehe, thats cute. Actually I think my boyfriend saves all my messages to him as well. Makes me feel bad coz I delete them off my phone for battery space. D'oh... i'm a bad gf, lol.
Where have you been katarina? With you and Emma quiet the past couple months, there have been no female OGs!
Where have you been katarina? With you and Emma quiet the past couple months, there have been no female OGs!
my bf too keeps my text messages on his cell. i was checking this lately lol.
Katarina said:
Eh, I've had some personal problems. I have nothing to do nowadays though so I thought I'd waste some time on forums.
Emma said:
Amara I will try to post more
I've been back to visit a few times, I just havent posted as much. But when i come back on, i have to do all the boring shit, moderating new users, checking ips, banning, modding, checking LTTP, the commission... then once thats done I'm free to read new threads and then post... so most of the time i look at the list of new users, think fuck it and log out. lol.
Amara said:
I've been back to visit a few times, I just havent posted as much. But when i come back on, i have to do all the boring shit, moderating new users, checking ips, banning, modding, checking LTTP, the commission... then once thats done I'm free to read new threads and then post... so most of the time i look at the list of new users, think fuck it and log out. lol.
Well, since I don't know any of you I might as well tell you. I got pregnant and then I had an abortion without actually considering it and afterwards they offered me to speak to a psychologist and I declined without really considering that either. Since then I've pretty much been doing lots of drugs and praying that this won't be what will make me go insane.
Amara said:
I probably would if it werent for the fact that he does reassure me all the time. I'm prone to feeling insecure, I guess maybe he realises that and puts in extra effort. Thats probably why I dont fear anything ever happening, I still just like to know, well if he flirts or if girls try and flirt with him... You know what guys can be like sometimes - they are so oblivious as to what constitutes flirting (most just think they are being friendly, 
lol). I wouldnt blame him for flirting, I'm ok with that to an extent (if its harmless), still I like to know what goes on.
lol). I wouldnt blame him for flirting, I'm ok with that to an extent (if its harmless), still I like to know what goes on.
:thumb: I have the same mentality, I trust my bf 200%, but there's always that thing in the back of my head when I think of the girls that wanna get with him. And just knowing that he talks to girls and has the girls crushing on him on his msn. It's the thing were I know what goes through girls mind, and I know girls can be manipulating and bitches, so that's why I get insecure sometimes. And I know I'm not perfect or anywhere near it, and seeing all those pretty, smart girls do intimidate me, it's crazy how much it does. I've only snooped a couple of times on my guys cell seeing who he's called and vise versa. But that's been it for snooping.
And Katarina, good luck with your stuff and I hope everything works itself out. But do keep your head up, when shit brings me down for some reason I think of "Annie" and the song she sings..."The sun will come out tomorrow..."
Saying I regret it would be wrong, because I don't. I don't want to have a child at this point in my life but I'm not entirely happy with my decision either, especially not when I'm torturing myself reading about fetuses and babies.
The reason I didn't want to talk to a psychologist in the first place was because right after I found out I was pregnant my friend pretty much forced me to go talk to one. And while I was sitting there I realized that the psychologist had absolutely no idea what I was going through. She had never had an abortion, she had kept all of her children. Only way she knew how I "felt" was because she had read about it in a book.
The reason I didn't want to talk to a psychologist in the first place was because right after I found out I was pregnant my friend pretty much forced me to go talk to one. And while I was sitting there I realized that the psychologist had absolutely no idea what I was going through. She had never had an abortion, she had kept all of her children. Only way she knew how I "felt" was because she had read about it in a book.
why are you torturing yourself with those fetus and baby books? try to get your mind on other things than this.
and yeah maybe the psychologist has not lived what you are living, but you should have still give her a try. it would have probably still helped you. cuz i believe you need help. it must be hard living what you are living. you need help no matter what you say.
and yeah maybe the psychologist has not lived what you are living, but you should have still give her a try. it would have probably still helped you. cuz i believe you need help. it must be hard living what you are living. you need help no matter what you say.