on tha real, God will forgive anyone and whenever. you could go to hell but i don't know. you have to be a christian and if your not then yes you are going to hell. so just become a christian by believing that God did die on tha cross for you and ask him to forigve you of all your sins and ask him to be your Saviour and then your a christian. gotta take it seriously though cause hell ain't nothin to joke about. all of your worse fears are down there. it is eternal torment so if i was you i wouldn't wanna go through that but if you like being on fire and tortured for tha rest of your life and there's nothing you can do then just ignore me. you should read tha book of Revalation and then you can see all tha bad things that are really gonna happen soon.