^^ true, but but it was the last thing i thought would drop outta her pocket.
its not a big issue for me, just didnt think she was in any rush. we're cool with each other and when we were teenagers discussed relationships etc... but not in any great deal, but enough. kinda advisory.
im not on her case, or anyone's for that matter. i believe im open minded about many things where other people are not. i joke about things during serious times when things shouldnt be so serious. i like to initiate a light-hearted mood in awkward times and create humour to make people laugh. im not the serious guy who doesnt smile and observes and scrutinises you type kinda guy. and come to think of it carmi, a lot of people, cousins in fact, and my neice have confided in me... before the whole psychology thing. so we have a mutual trust between one another and i respect people's privacy and confidentiality.
i feel like im going in circles and i'll stop now, because you may feel im insulting your or anyone elses intelligence, but im not sure if people understand my actual thought, because text may not convey the feelings.
my cousin isnt secretive to an extreme, just secretive about being quiet at times (i think that's a trait of hers anyway), and texting a lot and smiling at her phone... as any normal teenage girl with a new phone and lots of text messages to use, does. thats normal. i meant, when people are talking to her shes texting away these days, kinda rude, and then if we ask 'what's funny?' not that we expect the whole truth and nothing but the truth (and as if we're actually demanding the truth, because we're not) - she'll just say 'nothing'. even i say 'nothing' when someone asks me that. im rambling on here, so point is she isnt secretive in the notion that i may have portrayed in an earlier post.