heres another drop...hehe im sure i wont get many replies...even tho i've replied to every thread in PJ! 
ah well....here it is anyway:
Still Hiding -12 December 2005
what the fuck is wrong with me? am i normal?
-is it normal to ask that? -it sounds horrible!
ignore it..store it all up, and let it go..
-show urself what u know is worth knowing
..just throw it on a page, and save urself
makin rhymes is a great way not to blame urself hey?!
great!..i mean, in ways it beats doing weights
but it aint what it weighs ..its just me waiting
-to be waited on in different ways..
..using word play as an escape..
but in the end its all the same, its ALL word play
and these days i dont really write my name..
i just change it around and make faces..
its called "self hatred" for making mistakes
-yeah im ashamed, but what else can i say?
i know im lame.. just look at what i fucked up today!
WAIT!, my girl hates me coz i dont kiss her coz she smokes?
..man, i feel like we make love without her even knowing it!
-its low points like these that make me strong? how absurd!
..coz in my job interview today i sounded stupid and nervous
and the reverse of this is my own basic perversions, which
-i've converted from feeling like an awkward virgin..
..to a fuckin perverted person..i mean, its ridiculous
the viciousness and suspicion in my drug riddled visions
-its kind of non-descript ..but i try to describe it..
while scribing these rhymes...but shit, im still hiding!
ah well....here it is anyway:Still Hiding -12 December 2005
what the fuck is wrong with me? am i normal?
-is it normal to ask that? -it sounds horrible!
ignore it..store it all up, and let it go..
-show urself what u know is worth knowing
..just throw it on a page, and save urself
makin rhymes is a great way not to blame urself hey?!
great!..i mean, in ways it beats doing weights
but it aint what it weighs ..its just me waiting
-to be waited on in different ways..
..using word play as an escape..
but in the end its all the same, its ALL word play
and these days i dont really write my name..
i just change it around and make faces..
its called "self hatred" for making mistakes
-yeah im ashamed, but what else can i say?
i know im lame.. just look at what i fucked up today!
WAIT!, my girl hates me coz i dont kiss her coz she smokes?
..man, i feel like we make love without her even knowing it!
-its low points like these that make me strong? how absurd!
..coz in my job interview today i sounded stupid and nervous
and the reverse of this is my own basic perversions, which
-i've converted from feeling like an awkward virgin..
..to a fuckin perverted person..i mean, its ridiculous
the viciousness and suspicion in my drug riddled visions
-its kind of non-descript ..but i try to describe it..
while scribing these rhymes...but shit, im still hiding!
