This is a little piece i have written,if u dont know me i am hasan from saudi arabia,and as u can tell english isn't my first language,so this poem maybe weak but i am trying,i am new at this poem writing shit,,ok,,,anyhow here goes,,,
Didn't I tell u about the day when I stared right throught the devil's eye
Problem is I was wide awake I wasn't drunk nor high
Still seeing his face everywhere I pass by
There's a way out so god forgive me it's wrong but I plan to die
I'm sweating still staring at this razor sharp blade
Just do it and die and all will fade
Just a little cut to my veins and all will disappear
I'm a muslim and hell is all I fear
As the devil whispered to my ear and said
"just cut yourself it doesn't matter u r already dead"
drifted the thought away and just started to weep
what would be of me if I continue to live?
I would be a nut case without a shadow of a doubt
I'd rather die than be trapped in a living hell
People would look at my corpse as another story to tell
Would they remember me for the kind caring person I am
Or for the brainwashed suicidal coward I am
As time went by I started to drowse
I saw it again as it yelled at me "buried in the grave with no name"
That's all it took when I immediately woke
Knowing that from this moment on I will never be the same
Dodging the devil I don’t wanna provoke
Something shined deeply through my eyes
A knife , is it time for goodbyes
Ran out of the room when I caught a glimpse of a something
Gun and a knife oh this must be a sign
Put the gun in my mouth oh the taste is irresistible
So fine so chearing yet so miserable
As the devil started smiling I pulled the trigger
Pain at first than a little but powerful shiver
Something's grasping me shaking me real strong
Leading me on a dark road which is long
HASAAAN a voice form nowhere yelled
oh god if only I hadn't pulled that trigger
if only I didn't make that decision quicker
a strong ray of light almost blinded my vision
shined through me and what I saw I was amazed
looked around saw my room and I was dazed
is the devil tormenting me or am I in hell
in one single solitary second I looked around
HASAAAN it yelled again I almost took a smother
found out I am alive and who was yelling was my mother
it's a brand new day and the sun is shining
kissed my mother good morning and woke up with a smile
as I was walking to the bathroom something dropped my chin
it's was the same devil on my dream with a wide grin
Didn't I tell u about the day when I stared right throught the devil's eye
Problem is I was wide awake I wasn't drunk nor high
Still seeing his face everywhere I pass by
There's a way out so god forgive me it's wrong but I plan to die
I'm sweating still staring at this razor sharp blade
Just do it and die and all will fade
Just a little cut to my veins and all will disappear
I'm a muslim and hell is all I fear
As the devil whispered to my ear and said
"just cut yourself it doesn't matter u r already dead"
drifted the thought away and just started to weep
what would be of me if I continue to live?
I would be a nut case without a shadow of a doubt
I'd rather die than be trapped in a living hell
People would look at my corpse as another story to tell
Would they remember me for the kind caring person I am
Or for the brainwashed suicidal coward I am
As time went by I started to drowse
I saw it again as it yelled at me "buried in the grave with no name"
That's all it took when I immediately woke
Knowing that from this moment on I will never be the same
Dodging the devil I don’t wanna provoke
Something shined deeply through my eyes
A knife , is it time for goodbyes
Ran out of the room when I caught a glimpse of a something
Gun and a knife oh this must be a sign
Put the gun in my mouth oh the taste is irresistible
So fine so chearing yet so miserable
As the devil started smiling I pulled the trigger
Pain at first than a little but powerful shiver
Something's grasping me shaking me real strong
Leading me on a dark road which is long
HASAAAN a voice form nowhere yelled
oh god if only I hadn't pulled that trigger
if only I didn't make that decision quicker
a strong ray of light almost blinded my vision
shined through me and what I saw I was amazed
looked around saw my room and I was dazed
is the devil tormenting me or am I in hell
in one single solitary second I looked around
HASAAAN it yelled again I almost took a smother
found out I am alive and who was yelling was my mother
it's a brand new day and the sun is shining
kissed my mother good morning and woke up with a smile
as I was walking to the bathroom something dropped my chin
it's was the same devil on my dream with a wide grin
