What happened in the past that put you at where you are today and where do you see yourself going?

[Da_Funk]

Can you point out where i've asked for some one to "give a fuck" or "have sympathy" for me?

I just responded to the thread as I was asked to by the thread starter.

Needless to say, why would I care about your opinion? You're the second biggest dickhead i've ever met online, now go back to you're little world and continue thinking you're funny.

As for SOFI, I respect what you said, its why I want to move away. Like I said previously, I need to get away from the reasons why I still smoke weed. I've been smoking weed on and off since I was 12. When I lived away from here, I hardly ever smoked, I never got that "I need a joint" feeling. I had no reason to want to be high. Why? Because I was happy.

I'm not trying to start an arguement. Generally, when this type of topic comes up you seem mopy, depressed, whiny. I don't know what your problem is, maybe my tone was agressive, I don't know. You seem to be looking externally to fix this problem when you need to look internally.

All I was trying to say is that if you think switching locations is going to make you happy and not "need" to smoke weed, I have a feeling you will be disappointed. The problem lies within, not without. Hence why I said you don't even seem to want to help yourself.

Anyways I don't know why I posted this. You hate me, I know. I'm an idiot, I know. I'm a dick, I know. You'll only respond with hostility, I know.

 

[Ristol]

In regards to your stunted creativity, I wouldn't say weed is the direct cause but it's probably a contributor. There's this weird myth that weed makes you more creative, or more attuned to your natural creativity. Not in my experience. I was all about it in my late teens and early twenties, and by the end of that run I'd experienced what I'll call creative death. Full-time stagnation. If you're going through anything like that, I feel sorry for you and hope you come out of it. It's not easy. But listen: I haven't smoked weed in three years. I'm still a weirdo, still "creative." It doesn't have magical powers and I'm much more interesting now, in my opinion.

Like the others, I recommend full-time sobriety and I recommend it now. Stop making excuses. I honestly think it will make you happier.

 

[Prize Gotti]

I'm not trying to start an arguement. Generally, when this type of topic comes up you seem mopy, depressed, whiny. I don't know what your problem is, maybe my tone was agressive, I don't know. You seem to be looking externally to fix this problem when you need to look internally.

All I was trying to say is that if you think switching locations is going to make you happy and not "need" to smoke weed, I have a feeling you will be disappointed. The problem lies within, not without. Hence why I said you don't even seem to want to help yourself.

Anyways I don't know why I posted this. You hate me, I know. I'm an idiot, I know. I'm a dick, I know. You'll only respond with hostility, I know.

I don't hate you, just most of the things you say piss me off.

What makes you happy? For me, its the people I love, the people around me, the way other people behave. Do you love where you live? Does it feel where you belong? Are all the people that make you happy there? Mine aren't, and I hate where I live. I hate the whole fucking country and the people in it.

Theres very few reasons that I want to be here, infact only 4 people in this entire country I love. My gran, my brother, my best friend and my god daughter, and if I could i'd take them all with me. Well, my brother is coming with me, and I probably wont leave here til my gran passes away because I'd feel too guilty leaving her behind. So that just leaves my best friend and my god daughter (her daughter).

They'll be the only thing I miss. While everyone and everything else I love is in America. My family are all there, I have so many friends that I miss from when I lived there. Shit I didnt miss one single person from the UK when I lived in America before, I dreaded coming back here.

Sometimes you need to fix the external problem to fix the internal ones.

 

[Ristol]

You hate me, I know. I'm an idiot, I know. I'm a dick, I know. You'll only respond with hostility, I know.

I love you, you know. You're a genius, you know. You're a nice guy, you know. I'm only responding with peace, love, and understanding, you know.

 

[dilla]

Thats the thing, before I went on a drug binge, I was smoking weed, and I was motivated to do things then. Now, its like writers block, theres just no ideas there.

I am actually a pretty good artist. The things I drew and painted in my younger years were amazing. I remember my art teachers being blown away by the work I presented to them.

Now I have no idea what to draw, what to paint.

I just need to clear my head, and I can't do that here. I need to physically be some where were I am happy.

You got a place with me in the Caribbean, coon. Got a nice room in a resort. The natives are black-looking. Can't wait to meet a cutie down there. Hoping she's only half-black so that I'm only half-scared of her.

 

[Ristol]

lol at "the natives are black-looking."

 

[dilla]

Ok, I just quoted one post trying to reach out. Apparently, i did read on further and see how much of a shitshow this has turned into.

I'll piss in the fire.

Android is gay.

Apple is #1!!!!!!

Vegans are gay.

Atheists are gay.

Drugs are gay.

Canada is gay.

Indians deserve to be in the next Holocaust.

And next Sunday, I will pop champagne and party like no other because it's 9/11 and Allah is great.

Now that I've shat in just about everyone's plate, I bid you farewell.

Niggers. The reason Africa is so hot is because there are so many black people there. Their blackness draws even more of the Sun's heat making it hotter than a Moroccan woman's cunt in a flea market. Picture is related:

My threads....why do they always end like this?

 

[dilla]

Um I guess in keeping with the theme of being shat on by the opposite sex...I was cheated on and now I'm jaded. Until him i thought people were all inherently good but now I know some people are fucking evil.

I feel bad for you. Because you live in the shithole that is Ohio. How do you live there? I'd rather be fat and ugly than live there.

Wait...

Glad I got my time in the hospitals over there done and over with. They were actually pretty good. Dunno where you lived, but you said something once about Ohio State Uni., so i think you're in Ohio. Dunno if that was someone else.

 

[ARon]

Thumbs up if you come here for Coonies posts

 

[vg4030]

Ohio is the human trafficking capital of the US

 

[keco52]

Also the 3 major cities are top ten for bed bugs. On top for obesity and std rates as well. Anything foul and disgusting...count us in.

 

[S O F I]

why do you live there again?

 

[dilla]

lol fuck that place

 

[keco52]

They also lowered the police exam scores because minorities couldn't pass it. Please don't get me started

 

[keco52]

I don't know why I'm here. I'm afraid to have sex with people here. I've went over a year without sex twice in my life because i know these bitches are nasty. I worked in a hospital...I know what they have.

 

[dilla]

Do you think maybe your openness to talk about sexual things so readily may be a bit of a turn of for some people? Seems like every topic on here you're decomposes to reveal that as the core.

Just an observation. Shadows is the relationship expert, you should talk to him.

Just wave two taquitos in the air and recite the alphabet backwards. He'll be there.

 

[ARon]

colorado is like top 10 in everything, you ever been here?

this isnt a creepster question either lol

 

[S O F I]

if it weren't for aspen, y'all'd be flyover lol

 

[Da_Funk]

I don't hate you, just most of the things you say piss me off.

What makes you happy? For me, its the people I love, the people around me, the way other people behave. Do you love where you live? Does it feel where you belong? Are all the people that make you happy there? Mine aren't, and I hate where I live. I hate the whole fucking country and the people in it.

Theres very few reasons that I want to be here, infact only 4 people in this entire country I love. My gran, my brother, my best friend and my god daughter, and if I could i'd take them all with me. Well, my brother is coming with me, and I probably wont leave here til my gran passes away because I'd feel too guilty leaving her behind. So that just leaves my best friend and my god daughter (her daughter).

They'll be the only thing I miss. While everyone and everything else I love is in America. My family are all there, I have so many friends that I miss from when I lived there. Shit I didnt miss one single person from the UK when I lived in America before, I dreaded coming back here.

Sometimes you need to fix the external problem to fix the internal ones.

Thanks. I now understand your situation and I'm glad you posted this.

As for what makes me happy? I'm trying to figure that out.

 

[ARon]

if it weren't for aspen, y'all'd be flyover lol

you know damn well thats not true lol