Still not really any better - but am having a really bad day today i am in so much pain - the pain in my spine is just pure agony

Physio on thursday and then next week they are getting me in the hydro therapy pool.
Also my auntie is getting sicker and sicker - she doesn't want to see me as she is in tears all the time and she doesn't want me to see her like that - her good days are bcoming less frequent so i will have to wait for one of those to see her. So yeah pretty shit time at the mo.
Also my boyfriends sister is law has cancer again (3rd time now she is 38) she has beaten breast cancer once (she was pregnant and had to terminate as the cancer was so far advanced) 5 years later she got bone cancer which spread to her liver and kidneys, but she was doing ok - and whilst she was being treated for that - she found a lump in her other breast - and guess what - breast cancer again! She told no one - only the people doing her chemo - she never told a sole until she knew - she went through all that on her own as she didn't want to worry anybody - but they tell her she will be ok as she is still having treatment for the bone cancer.
Makes my problem seem small - makes you think how lucky you are - treat everyday as your last people as you never know when you day will be xxxxx